Lost my first love of life (Sadness is my world)

Days r passing..! officially jst One weeks left.... N after that i could nt b able to see her in the rest of my life..!! What will i do without her in my life..??????
What should i do..? Ahhh...God...do something na..!! She is my princess..my love..!! If U think she is better for me r em better for her then make her mine..! If nt....then plz put out feelings from me..!! Damn..!!! I miss her...!! Meditation of losing her killing me inside...!! i wana cry..!! :'( :'( :'(